Saturday, 11 March 2017

Ministry Journal 1


14/2/2017 (call: gifts)

RevDr. Ross Clifford kicked off the orientation week with Romans 12:1-13!

Offering one’s body as a living sacrifice, being transformed by the renewing of the mind, using one’s gifts enthusiastically, never lacking in zeal, keeping one’s spiritual fervour, serving the Lord.

So it’s a time to explore our talents and enhance our gifts (by the way, this day happened to be my birthday, and this verse is a pretty good birthday gift).
It’s also a time to ask, “Are you obligated to do God's will for our lives? You don't walk out just because you don't enjoy it?”

I previously attended a church where tasks were clearly set out and distributed amongst many people. Information was spoon-fed and I felt spiritually hungry. Despite having done a “spiritual gifts questionnaire”, there weren’t enough feedback to convince me of my spiritual gifts. Malphurs observes that many pastors are good managers but not good leaders.[1] There is a fine line between running a church and leading a church!

Discussions with others:

I have observed that sometimes a church may be in such a hurry to expand that they raise up many new Christians to become small group leaders. Some of these leaders may have known God for less than a year. However they have the ability to get things moving and good interpersonal skills, thus they can keep things running pretty well for a while. Sadly, I observed that some have stepped down after less than a year of serving, or even switched churches.

Rev. Fu shared with me a story about diseased plants. She’s got some plants that seemed very strong with abundant green leaves. However, on close inspection, there are small black spots of disease. Being an experienced botanist, she knows this is a highly contagious condition. Although the plant looks great from a distance currently, if left to its own devices, disaster will happen because diseased plants will rapidly produce more diseased plants. She has to pluck out all the diseased leaves, replant the plants at a distance apart from each other, so that they have a chance to recover from their diseases and grow abundant leaves again.

I’ve recently caught up with a friend whom I’ve known for 17 years. He is a Christian who grew up in a Christian family but is not keen on getting too involved with the church. When I asked him what spiritual gifts he thinks I have, he thought it could be teaching, because he thinks he has been inspired by my energy to strive for growth and seek meaning in life. However, he cautioned that many years ago in our university days, I told him to exercise more. We didn’t know each other that well back then, so he actually interpreted it along the lines of “she thinks I’m fat huh?” and got a bit offended. When he reflected on this several years later, he thought that I wouldn’t have wasted my saliva to say this type of thing if I didn’t actually care about him. So he reminded me that I may have to package some of the things I say to people better, and avoid making too many comments to people whom I am not very familiar with, otherwise they may wall up defence even before I get to know them, and whatever I say to them will not be taken in. He then asks me what I think his spiritual gifts are. I thought hard and couldn’t give any answers. After all, he hasn’t been that involved in the church, and his occupation is in a field which I do not know much about. He then said he doesn’t know what his gifts are either. I guess this is a very personal matter and he has to seek God more fervently himself to find the answer.

It is quite interesting to note that there has been a rapid influx of seminary students in Rev. Fu’s congregation. Seven seminary students in one congregation is really abundant grace. Discipleship in the church was something she had been praying about for a long time. God gives us answers when we seek Him fervently.

26/2/2017 (relating to others)

Ezekiel is called to speak to a group of rebellious people. (Ezekiel 2:1-10)

First of all, this is a reminder that we need to listen to God, and need the Spirit to enter into our lives so we have the presence of God with us. After all, Ezekiel’s called to speak to a group of people, rebellious by nature.

Leading means affirming the people you’re leading. This requires an effort to make careful observations in order to give genuine and accurate affirmations. The observer has to be healthy spiritually to be able to see the positive aspects in people. I encountered a few people who invaded my boundaries repeatedly despite me trying to renegotiate new boundaries with them repeatedly. It is hard for me to see these people positively. Yet we have a duty to speak God’s words to closed ears. What if the rebellious people become too disruptive? A person leaving can often act as the catalyst for more disgruntled people to coalesce.[2] Then, countless meetings are conducted by church staff to explain themselves.[3]

Discussions with others:

There seems to be no easy solution when you’re speaking to closed ears. Sometimes people interpret your comments differently from what you actually mean and start spreading negative rumours about you behind you back instead of clarifying things with you face to face. This is very disruptive to the ministry. Rev. Fu says there doesn’t seem to be a right or wrong answer to these things, as each case is unique. Sometimes it may be thanking God for placing people in our lives whom we can learn from, and if we detect that someone may not be happy with ourselves, we keep communicating, clarifying, and apologising as needed. Other times, things may become so disruptive to ourselves that we have to set a strong boundary and really keep a distance to keep ourselves functional.

2/3/2017 (personal devotion)

… eat this scroll… it tasted like honey… (Ezekiel 3:1-4)

We should immerse ourselves with God’s words. The Scriptures is a difficult read, with sad histories of mankind, repetitive cycles of ascent and descent, which directly correlates with repentance and rebellion. However, knowing the Scriptures brings sweetness in our lives, as it is a revelation of God himself. As we get to know God and communicate with God through the Scriptures so that we encounter God personally and build a personal relationship with God, our lives are consummated by the Scriptures and we become a living sacrifice as well as a living revelation of God.

Developing a spirituality of presence can be challenging for busy congregational leaders, as it is easy become task-orientated, relating to people solely to accomplish jobs.[4]

11/3/2017 (call: gifts)

I give… you forehead as hard as their foreheads. (Ezekiel 3:8)

It’s like bulls butting heads, the one with the harder horn wins, as RevDr. Andrew Sloane puts it in the Hebrew exegesis class. Yahweh assures Ezekiel that he will equip him fully with the emotional resources needed for the challenge. If we are called into ministry, God will equip us as such.

Malphurs believes there are five general church functions: teaching, fellowship, worship, evangelism, and service (Acts 2:42-47).[5] Rev. Fu believes teaching and caring are the most important. Therefore, we need a strong grasp of the Scriptures, and love for others.

Bibliography:

Malphurs, Aubrey. A New Kind of Church. Grand Rapids: Baker Books, 2007.

Osmer, Richard R. Practical Theology: An Introduction. Grand Rapids: William B. Eerdmans Publishing Company, 2008.



[1]Aubry Malphurs, A New Kind of Church(Grand Rapids: Baker Books, 2007), 42.
[2]Malphurs, A New Kind of Church, 7.
[3]Malphurs, A New Kind of Church, 8.
[4]Richard R.Osmer, Practical Theology: An Introduction(Grand Rapids: William B. Eerdmans Publishing Company, 2008), 34.
[5]Malphurs, A New Kind of Church, 79.

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