Wednesday, 21 February 2018

Morling Tuesday Chapel: In Christ

It's cool, to be back to school.... ? The textbooks have all arrived for the Pentateuch (but this might be the subject I'm dropping if I feel too stressed about two subjects in one semester).

Speaker: Rev Dr Ross Clifford

Live by the Spirit and not the law. (Romans 1&7.)
Not a set of rules and obligations.

Value all. (Galatians 3:28. Acts 10.)
Love our neighbours as ourselves. First universal statements on human rights.

Eyes open to the spiritual. (Ephesians 6:10-20.)
Often, we divorced our theology from the spiritual realm. We are being watched by a heavenly audience and in a battle with the devil.

Word reliant. (Ezekiel 37.)
Prophecise the Word on the dry bones. Spirit to give life. Word and Spirit are both important.

Vision of resurrection. (John 20:1.)
Women went to the tomb on the first day of the week. First day of the new order… a new people.

Humility. (James 1&4.)
If we are to be involved in ministry, always remember it’s done in humility when it’s done in Christ. It’s not about promoting you, but promoting the gospel. Living out the faith in humility.

Servanthood/resilient. (Romans 1.)
Transformation happens because we are growing in Christ and knowing Christ together.

Ultimately they don’t want your paper degree, but who you are in Christ.

Personal thoughts and reflections:

Really struggling this week about whether to do one subject or two subjects this semester. On the first day of class doing Romans, can see it’s a very big subject. In fact, during this class, I can already find many of my old concepts about the Protestant paradigm and Lutheran interpretations of Romans being tipped over! The Pentateuch is also very big and important. 

I came to Morling to equip myself so I can serve God better. Whilst I’ve certainly learned and benefited a lot from Morling, there is no clear calling for ordained ministry so far. The calling in career missions is still very clear, so I am certainly going to continue working as a doctor. Whilst the qualification of MDiv itself is not that important for me, I am already quite close to the finishing line. I can either finish the MDiv off very soon at two subjects each semester, or do it very slowly at one subject each semester. Life is not about qualifications and I do not want to be tied down with studying forever (life on earth is too short and time passes too fast… drastic changes are happening globally). When too much head knowledge is flowing in, I find it hard to have enough time to go into full swing at practical application in a communal setting because the studies are keeping me too busy (what a paradox). Don’t be mistaken though, what I am learning is highly relevant to my everyday life: There had been many triggers for personal reflection and I have been benefiting a lot in personal growth. There are also large amounts of big pictures and visions flowing in as I looked over church history, theology, pastoral care studies, biblical studies and exegesis.

The advantage of finishing quick is that I won’t be stuck in one place and can shift my focus to the next stage should there be a calling for something new, eg. putting more time into a particular ministry whilst still working as a doctor, shifting to a new location, or getting married and having children (imagine studying with a screaming baby: not impossible, but very difficult) etc. The advantage of finishing slower is obviously the better quality of learning (I am compromising my academic achievement by doing the MDiv so quickly), lesser stress, and… perhaps more time to wait on God to see whether there is calling for ordained ministry? Regardless of whichever path I take, lifelong learning and growth in Christ continues even when I finish the MDiv qualification.

The Tuesday chapel time changed this semester to 12-1. Suddenly realised this new timing made me really rushed for work in the afternoon, don't know if I can keep attending.

Anyway, gotta pray hard to God and get more Spirit-filled.

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