Showing posts with label wind. Show all posts
Showing posts with label wind. Show all posts

Sunday, 23 February 2020

Breathe Again


My husband has been in Melbourne most of the time because of his job and comes back to Sydney on alternating weekends. I sometimes attended Hillsong Macquarie during the alternating weeks when he’s not in Sydney.

I’ve been feeling quite suffocated and fatigued over the past few months. The air had been very bad during the months when the bushfires got really bad, which made my eyes, nose and throat very uncomfortable. Then came the coronavirus. I work in a location with a high percentage of Chinese Australians, and all the staff in the clinic started wearing surgical masks since late January. I never had to wear face masks all day for work in the past and this is making me feel very suffocated and deoxygenated. It’s been a month since I’ve been wearing masks at work and it’s starting to drive me nuts.

The theme of Hillsong Conference 2020 will be “Breathe Again,” which is really referring to Wind of the Spirit. The recent sermons I’ve listened to are particularly focused on the Holy Spirit. They also mentioned that they are preparing to get a church building for Hillsong Macquarie.


Recently I’ve just spoken to someone from Taiwan who’s working in ministry, and she raised a few points about the churches of Australia:
·       Although there had been many bush fires burning physically in Australia, the spiritual situation of the churches of Australia is lacking in the fire of the Spirit. It is in a lukewarm situation.
·       There is a lack of unity amongst the churches of this land. Churches of different ethnicities operate independently, and churches don’t seem to be coming together/ networking together to intercede for the nation (which the churches of Taiwan is doing a lot of these days). When she asked for information from the Chinese churches in Australia about updates on intercession requests for the Bushfires in Australia so she can send the information to the prayer network in Taiwan for intercession, there seems to be a lack of such information.
·       There is a lack of “career missions,” or ministry in the workplace. People tend to be “Sunday Christians” here.
·       There needs to be a strong desire for the presence of God. We should remember to pray for the presence of God, God’s protection, and revelations from God.
·       Keep praising God in all circumstances. (Which, by the way, seems to be a recurrent messages that I kept hearing lately from various different sermons and exhortations from brothers and sisters. I think God is reminding me not to grumble too much, as I am starting to become quite grumpy about some of the bad things that’s been happening recently nationally and globally.)


The road to holy ghost power (Hillsong 12Jan 2020 https://youtu.be/I1tk99fWNak)

Jesus: Isaiah 11 says holy spirit will rest upon him (the Messiah)... descending, filled and lead by the power of the spirit etc

Resurrection
Gushing wind
Unity, in one accord

1) The hand of God is on your life: If you know that, spend a season of your life to go deeper into the word of God in bible college

2) Descended: when Jesus was being baptised. The heavens open over you, the holy spirit descends on you, you know something big is about to happen. Pray for the open heaven, over our lives and over our church.

3) Filled with the spirit and lead to the wilderness. Why does Jesus need to be filled with the Spirit? God in the flesh can be tempted and persecuted. If God in the flesh needs the Spirit, how much more do we need it? To be filled is a radical transformation. There's that power which comes from the Spirit when you are living in the fullness of the Spirit.

4) A demonstration of the Spirit of the Lord in our lives. Why lead us into a dessert? When God leads you, he never leads you away from God's best for your lives. The Spirit saves us from ourselves. The Spirit of God in you leads you. God leads you both from the outside and inside.

5) Returned in the power of the Spirit. Back to Galilee where the huge majority of Jesus' miracles happened. The Holy Spirit is not whimpy. There is power in the name of God.

6) Ascending into heaven: a new era where the Spirit of God has been unleashed, poured out, and the birth of the church happened at that time. Acts 2:16. This is what the prophet Joel said.

Losing momentum like an old dog would be awful.


Don't Trip the Switch (Hillsong 23Feb 2020 https://youtu.be/1HgXJ4smOfs)

Ezekiel 37:9-10
“Then he said to me, “Prophesy to the breath; prophesy, son of man, and say to it, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: Come, breath, from the four winds and breathe into these slain, that they may live.’” So I prophesied as he commanded me, and breath entered them; they came to life and stood up on their feet—a vast army.”
Wind of the Spirit.
East wind: Seems to bring problems, famine, locusts, etc.
West wind: Brings deliverance.
North wind: God's majesty and splendour.
Can you read the winds? On what God is doing in your life?

Song of Solomon 4:16
“Awake, north wind, and come, south wind! Blow on my garden, that its fragrance may spread everywhere. Let my beloved come into his garden and taste its choice fruits.”
The garden represents life.
South wind: Fragrances and spices. A spiritual awakening: God's majesty awakes. Heaven's fragrance.
If we are rightly positioned, it doesn’t matter where the wind blows.
Everything changes with the awakening. The awakening comes from heaven. The north wind first then the south wind.
Fragrance of fruitfulness in spring time. Roses, jasmine, etc. God's majesty breathes fragrance of the garden of our lives.

Song of Solomon 1:2-4
“Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth— for your love is more delightful than wine. Pleasing is the fragrance of your perfumes; your name is like perfume poured out. No wonder the young women love you! Take me away with you—let us hurry! Let the king bring me into his chambers.
Friends: We rejoice and delight in you; we will praise your love more than wine.
She: How right they are to adore you!”
The kiss of heaven. God's favour brings blossom. It's His name that's the power behind the fragrance and favour. God's majesty in the north breathes life to the south.

Ecclesiastes 1:6
“The wind blows to the south and turns to the north; round and round it goes, ever returning on its course.”
For the circuit to continue, it needs to turn to the north, to heaven. The wind comes again on a circuit.

Psalms 142:7
“Set me free from my prison, that I may praise your name. Then the righteous will gather about me because of your goodness to me.”

Don't break the circuit.
There are circuit breakers, that breaks the circuit when there is a fault. Don't flick the switch.
Trust in God, whatever He brings. You wouldn't even have breath if it wasn't for God.
It all started with the Garden of Eden. It was always His garden.

Genesis 2:9
“The Lord God made all kinds of trees grow out of the ground—trees that were pleasing to the eye and good for food. In the middle of the garden were the tree of life and the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.”
Central in the garden: tree of life.

Genesis 2:15-17
“The Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it. And the Lord God commanded the man, “You are free to eat from any tree in the garden; but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat from it you will certainly die.””
Keep Him central.

Acts 27:7-15
Our lives can be slow sailing and there can be shipwrecks. In those sailors' experience, they believe a good harbour has a southwest and northwest exposure.
They tripped the switch, trusted their own experience, and didn't listen to Paul or to God.
A northeaster brought about a shipwreck.

Ecclesiastes 10:1
“As dead flies give perfume a bad smell, so a little folly outweighs wisdom and honor.”
Dead flies putrefy perfumed ointments.

Song of Solomon 2:10-13
“My beloved spoke and said to me,
    “Arise, my darling,
    my beautiful one, come with me.
See! The winter is past;
    the rains are over and gone.
Flowers appear on the earth;
    the season of singing has come,
the cooing of doves
    is heard in our land.
The fig tree forms its early fruit;
    the blossoming vines spread their fragrance.
Arise, come, my darling;
    my beautiful one, come with me.””
A declaration: Let's not turn a good smell into something putrid. It's a declaration from the bride in the Song of Solomon. Use me, and do something significant through me.

Friday, 25 October 2019

Visions and recurring motifs: the call of God, and making an impact



As we seek for God to be at work in the world, we can reflect on what it means to be invited into God’s work. God is also calling us to be sent ones, to make an impact that tells of his Kingdom, salvation and character. Just as Isaiah replied “Here am I. Send me” (Isaiah 6:8), we must also decide on what our answer will be, and what impact we might make in partnership with God and others.
To what, where or who is God calling and inviting me to partner with him?
What part do I hope to play in God’s transformation of people (and the world!)?
Do I feel particularly called to a particular ministry, community or workplace? How do you hope God will use me in this area?
How do I feel about the ministry God is calling me to? Excited? Daunted? Prepared?
What kind of legacy of faith do I hope to leave? If someone was to describe the impact that I have made for God’s kingdom what do I hope they would say?

“Many people have never taken the time to step back and intentionally look back at our entire life, seeking to identify an overarching theme or identify lessons that God had continually been trying to teach us.”[1]



[1] Seidel, "Life Story and Spiritual Formation."

I believe that God often calls people through visions and recurring motifs. For me, this included motifs of the ship, the wind, the orphan, the heart, the fruits, the eagle and the bride.

When I was a new Christian, I was especially inspired by the verse on the fruits of the Spirit. In the months before Chris became one of my housemates, the motif of “the fruits” predominated.

During my first few years in the work force, the motif of “the orphan” vs “the heart of flesh” predominated, as I began to shift from being task and goal-orientated to being more relationship-orientated.


“Eagles and flying” is another motif that comes up from time to time. Various people I know have likened me to an eagle: not restricted by groundly borders as I have flown across so many places, and highly independent. Personally, I feel especially inspired by scriptural verses with eagles in it. Birds are my favourite animals and I enjoy the idea of flying so much that I always go for the roller coasters, drop towers and pendulum rides in amusement parks. 

Whilst studying in the theological college and doing some field education in the church, there has been several years where “the ship” has been a frequently recurring motif. After all, ships are commonly used as a metaphor for the church.


Then, ever since preaching my first sermon in the church on Ezekiel 37:1-14, the Valley of Dry Bones, the wind has become the dominant motif.  
As the bride of Chris, “the bride” has also become another dominant motif lately.


Looking back on the wedding, it was a particularly windy on the day Chris and I got married. Some of Chris’ colleagues started laughing about Chris and this wind because his job is “tunnel ventilation” engineering: ie. his job is to create wind artificially! Between the wedding and the reception, we went to a few places that has special meanings for us for photoshoots. One of the places we went to was the Royal Prince Alfred Hospital, the first place I have worked in as a doctor. We decided to take some photos at the new murals. I did not even look to see what was drawn on the wall. Interestingly, a month later, when our photographer Alex sent us the photos he took, the pictures reminded me of the visions from the Valley of Dry Bones! It seems as though God is speaking to us through the murals!




My job involves trying to restore people to health and wellbeing where possible, sometimes even making certain decisions that impacts the life and death of a person.

The question now is how can God use us to make a spiritual impact on others?

Eventually, Chris and I will be doing this together as a team. However, he is not quite “ready” currently, so I can only speak on my own behalf for now. I long for the wind that is the “ruah” or the Spirit. I long for the restoration of life that will last to eternity.


The calling to remain in the medical field is clear. This was the conviction I had when I listened to George Verwer’s message a few years ago: 

So is the calling for missions.

If you combine these together, the term “medical missionary” comes up. However, we are waiting on God’s reply as to “who, what, when, where, and how.”  

Meanwhile, we are to remain faithful in the current position God has placed us in as we wait on Him. 


Tuesday, 10 October 2017

Capturing the Wind of the Spirit: Republic of China “Double Cross” Day + double rainbow


Remembering the Israel trip from 2015 during the Feast of Tabernacles (a few video clips I filmed with my mobile phone). This year, the Jerusalem March (of the nations) coincided with the "double cross day" (tenth of October, for those who don't know, the Chinese character for ten is actually the shape of a crucifix, and the Chinese term for the crucifix is actually means "ten word frame"): the national celebration day of the Republic of China (the current governing power on Taiwan). Two years ago the Jerusalem March was very joyful and peaceful (no riots).

Today there is double rainbow in Taipei, surrounding the presidential hall!

“If we are to capture the wind of the Spirit… what is the shape of the sails that can catch this fresh breeze?” “Old, tattered sails need to be discarded because they will only tear under the force of the new wind.”
Ogden, Greg. Unfinished Business: Returning the Ministry to the People of God. Grand Rapids: Zondervan, 2003.